Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Dying Well












I don’t want to die of this. Gasping for air would be a horrible, a hard, and a scary death. I don’t want to be on life support. We had to remove dad from it then watched him die. It was horrible. It was a hard death. It was scary.
I probably will die when the lack of oxygen in my blood can no longer clear the carbon dioxide from my system.
Michael has been told that if I am bed bound and on 10 liters of oxygen, that is not living. If I begin to get pneumonia, please don’t treat it and let me go. Pneumonia is an easy death.
I wish I had a choice.
Next: Fresh Meat in Rehab

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